Harley's Love
I'm not sure where this yr went, it flew right passed us in slow motion. I have become completely numb to pretty much anything I've encountered daily. My memory of the days that have passed in this yr I can count on one hand. I'm not sure where the rest went, I feel almost like I've been sleeping with my eyes open. One thing I remember everyday from the time I wake to the time I pass out, November 14th 2017 like it happened yesterday! For several months now I've been anxious like I'm waiting for something as her first birthday approaches. Something to happen, something to change, something to prepare for mentally & in fear of forgetting her, forgetting her features, her smell, the way she felt in my arms and the feelings of heartache like I've never felt. I still can't understand that part, why would I fear of forgetting those feelings. I felt like I was going to die of a broken heart some days! Harley never met any of us physically but she touche...
